I think you missing another piece
I think you missing another piece here that important to consider. Whether you consider it rape or not (although I do), it pretty clear that your boyfriend does not respect you. I understand the reluctance to break up with him, I know it doesn feel that easy if this is somebody you care about and have a history with. Oh yeh, ever since getting laid with that dude, I've been (more often than normal) feeling like I have gas, so I excuse myself, but then I don't have to. Do you think that's an effect from sex? Haha awkward topic lol.Angelica, A, A Maria, Maria, Angie; address me as either of those We shall never deny an individual's sexuality, even the most ridiculous identity. We are free to love who we love and identify our sexual orientation our way. To be honest, the first thing I did was went home and cried I think in a way I was disappointed that it very much wasn't a sex change, if that makes sense. Anyway, I had a thread for this already, so I guess I'l...